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Monday, November 19th, 2001
2:58 pm	I am 70% metal head. Fucking ripper man. Here is a helpful hint: tuna suprize is nothing more than tuna and satanism mixed. King Diamond is a fable. Everyone knows that. A sandwich made with love and magik is better than mocking clam chowder in a pan. I am not whipped. thats all for now Current Mood: hypster Current Music: Zalnik rough sessions (Comment on this)
Friday, October 19th, 2001
3:21 pm	So. Sweetest day is tomarrow! Let me just jump up and do my happy dance now so that I get all that shit out of my system. Oh yeah. Much better. I don't know what is going on with my jaw, but it is hurting like a bitch cocker. We are getting evicted because of bottle throwing action at the 80's party last weekend. But I don't think its true, we have a meeting to talk to the lady that OKed this eviction on Monday, and from when I talked to her on the phone, it seems like more of a warning than anything else. Yet also, something that I do not need to deal with. ma Current Mood: ragar Current Music: Darkthrone-Goat Lord-07-Black Daimon (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 17th, 2001
2:08 pm	OK so I am wondering if anyone reads this crap that I type. If you do, comment on my shit, just so i kNow. Why do I want to know? Fuck off, my reasons are my own. Beware the snares! Supposed to drink again tonight, this time over at Ryann and Laura's, stomach has other things to say about that situation. I have been in a perpetual state of pukeyness for the past couple of days, but that is probably because I hardly ever eat more than 3 pieces of toast a day. Thats not good. But food makes me feel pukey also, so this is a loose loose situation. Fuck it Current Mood: oragorg Current Music: Sentenced - North From Here (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 16th, 2001
2:27 pm	Pulling out your own nose hairs can be fun. So can pukeing two times after you wake up for class. I am getting very tired of my body's need to be a fucker. I think I might quit smoking cigarettes and go get some fat ass cigars to smoke. Who am i kidding, I have no money. Fuck you world, fuck you right in your ass. Unless your into that sort of thing. Current Mood: 9 Current Music: Christ Agony - Moonlight (Comment on this)
Monday, October 15th, 2001
1:33 pm	You sir, can take this job and shove it. I need to get a job. Almost broke. Fuck it. Wicked weekend, alot of fucked up shit went down at the 80's party. Now i just sit, and think about 3 things 1. im tired and i feel shitty 2. should i get neosporin for my arm, leave it, or try to stitch the fucker myself? 3. WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON WITH RYANN and thats all for the moment. oh and it tastes like ick in my mouth. not liking that. I will go brush my teeth, and it will be good. tired - END TRANSMISSION - Current Mood: sortapomb Current Music: fan noise (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 11th, 2001
4:44 pm	Maktarapotin! Soon enough Zmij, Rob, Padams and Dennis will be in my home of homes. Then we shall have funneries. Saturday we are going to have an 80s party, and it will be great. Zmij is supposed to be sleeping in my bed with me due to a lack of sleeping space, unless a non penised person wants to claim the spot. I don't have any problems with that, because I am fairly certain that he will not try to rape me while I sleep. Last night I think Ryann claimed the bed away from him, but I am not sure because I was delusional with tiredness and mummification. Isengard is sweet. - END TRANSMISSION - Current Mood: hoptarop Current Music: Isengard - Vinterskugge (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 10th, 2001
12:06 am	My flesh is open and I feel like dying. thats all. Current Mood: fucking ma Current Music: Beherit - Oath of Black Blood (Comment on this)
Monday, October 1st, 2001
4:06 pm	I have to study like a magikiss for my econ test tomarrow. My fucking toe is swollen or some shit but regardless it is kind of pissing me off and I think that I should just cut that bitch off. It's just a nussance of a toe. Spelling in a correct manor sucks. I wish I had an angel of damnation. That would be sweet. Last night I went to see the others again with fetus, el spico, and brooke. It was sweet, but it could have been sweeter. Not that the movie was lacking anything, mind you. I like that movie to the max. I would have a question for anyone who reads this about myself, but then I realize that only one of you even knows me, maybe more but only one of you counts for that matter. So fuck you all. I will have to think about that question myself. These are the thoughts between chaos and order. I was supposed to go on a walk last night and enjoy the moon in its glory, but then I got involved in some Fetus situation and fell asleep. Tonight will be different. I am fucking walking like a magikiss. And with magikiss results. ma. Current Mood: tyuil Current Music: Borknagar - Quintessence (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 30th, 2001
4:52 pm	I just ripped off most of my pinky toenail. It bleeds. Ma. So. Confusing situations of late. I'm not to sure what all is going on, but I enjoy it for the most part. Have I found my wife whom I want to have kids with and enjoy in untold times forward? I don't know but the question has been raised. At some point I would like a small, but I am worried that I would kill it. Small versions of me could be lethal to the sanity of those unannointed by my presence. Think about that shit. Ripper man, fucking-a ripper. Current Mood: rampor Current Music: Immortal - Blizzard Beasts (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 26th, 2001
3:48 pm	Bring Damnation Upon My Soul! It is fucking cold in my room situation, but I can't say that I don't appreciate it. Or other things. I had much fine Warsteiner beer last night to the point that I was pleased in its German goodness. Then a shitload of people came over, and I as usual sat in my room and listened to music as people came in and out. Then the night got interesting. Lets just say its at learning experience. Also, my lava lamp's light went out, my oil lamp was smashed, and my Diablo II play disk was destroyed. And yet is was a good night. Strangeness and funnery. Ma ma ma. Micheal Jackson world premier video today on TRL! Go 80"s! I sure do like the 80's. ma Current Mood: awakeamungo Current Music: Dark Funeral - Secrets of the Black Arts (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 25th, 2001
1:37 pm	So the page is down. The Proffessor and El Spico seem to want to rebuild it, but I don't think I am going to be a part of that. I think that I will start something new, but I have no idea what yet. I feel pretty shitty today, I woke up to watery shits and vomiting up mucus and watery stomach ick, which is always a good way to start the day, isn't it? Zmij called me last night, and he sounded worried. An important weekend aniversary is coming up, and we all need to be watching ourselves. Something very bad could happen. Not that anyone reading this should worry, but I'm having someone hold my knife just in case I get swept up in some emotion and decide to use the instument in manors that are less than good. And yes. Zmij talked on the phone to Ryann for and hour or so last weekend as we had a party. Now they both want to meet each other very badly. I wonder what they had to say to each other? That is not as of much interest as the Fetus Plot, because I know Zmij will tell me what was said if I ask, which I probably will forget to do. All I know is, I fucking hate chimes. And that damn Branch chick from thats video is alway on MTV. She doesn't even know. mazooping Current Mood: sickie Current Music: Cannibal Corpse - Meat Hook Sodomy (Comment on this)
Monday, September 17th, 2001
3:36 pm	ma. I'm not feeling to chipper this morning. It is looking like it is going to turn into an Anathema day, possibly week. Or month. But for the mean time Armia is rocking it out and I enjoy it quite a bit. We are the Silent Army! Talked to Zmij last night, he was very drunk. I talked to him for a long time. I also talked to Towel Head last night. He gave me a very good idea as to what the plot on my by Fetus is. I think i know it now and no matter how good he says it is, I don't think I appreciate it. But it has some definate mean sub plots that are not on me. I can appreciate that. Ma. Current Mood: awakened Current Music: ARMIA (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 15th, 2001
2:52 pm	On twords the sea we go! I sure do like Iron Maiden. Rock it 80's style jigga. H to the Izzo. Can someone tell me what that means? Wait. I just realized that my life will be substancialy the same with or without in dept knowlage of Jay-z. I'm sorry, but its true. Rizzo? No. Couldn't be. Its not annie. ma. Current Mood: meppers Current Music: Iron Maiden - Somewhere in Time (Comment on this)
Friday, September 14th, 2001
5:17 pm	Grimnir Demonox: there are some things we should not know Pinnicle1021: so your saying, let the slient duck rest in the midnight hour? Pinnicle1021: silent Grimnir Demonox: my shit needs to obey my commands and stay inside damn it! Grimnir Demonox: yes Grimnir Demonox: this shit is going to be all liquid i have no doubt Pinnicle1021: drippitty drop out of your ass Grimnir Demonox: and burning no doubt Pinnicle1021: oh no Grimnir Demonox: i dont know how much longer i can keep this one kaptured Pinnicle1021: keep it god damn it, for the people of new york, keep it in!!!!!!!!! Grimnir Demonox: maaaaa Pinnicle1021: ha Grimnir Demonox: i would like to die Pinnicle1021: y Grimnir Demonox: change of pace Grimnir Demonox: could be sweet Pinnicle1021: could be Grimnir Demonox: think about it :-) Grimnir Demonox: but there is no reason to die so ma Grimnir Demonox: i am happy with the general ma of things except for fetus is ploting on me Grimnir Demonox: and i dont know what it is he is plotting Pinnicle1021: i see a look at me and towel head, talking as normal. kind of I drank alot last night and dont recall all of it. I woke up at some time in the morning and was cuddling with my left bass drum. On the floor. Now I have nasty shits. Ma Current Mood: leakyshitburnsmyass Current Music: Origin (Comment on this)
2:33 am	KILLTECH DEATH MACHINE!! EGHHHHHHH! So. The country is a bit fucked and so am I. I figure if we go to war and things start to look shady (which they will not), then I must start training. So that I can enlist in the USMC. But no need to think about that. Fetus is plotting on me. I dont know what the plot is, but apperantly it is very complicated. And I will enjoy the end result. I must find out what this plot is. Ma. Current Mood: drunkers Current Music: Cadaver Inc.: Killtech (Comment on this)
Monday, September 10th, 2001
11:30 pm	My drums are finally set up! rock. The cymbals are not as muffled as I thought they would be, but they are not that loud so what the fuck do you expect. Ma. I should shower. Ma Current Mood: jemby Current Music: Ulver you fool (Comment on this)
Friday, September 7th, 2001
12:12 am	Time for more talk. Lets think about this. Women plus me just dont mix for some reason. I dont know why that is. I know im not pleasent to look at because basicly i dont give a shit. fuck you im rocking out and im fucking a ripper. Am I to extreme of a character? Lets think about this for instance. I was sitting in my room minding my own business and drinking some fine Linie's Northwoods, and listening to Hypocrisy. Then Ryann busts in and starts demanding hugs. Now if you know me at all, you know i hate hugs because they are a trite and meaningless thing. So then she was trying to find another way to accomplish the point of hugs which is who knows or cares and in her efforts some attempts were vaugely sexual. I told her i could not take that shit because she has a griffen. And that is the rules. So then she got all pissed or soemthing and all these people came into my room and then we all sat around and people talked then somehow the subject of drinking blood came up between me and ryann. She said she liked it, as i do also. so she cut open some scab on her knee and i licked it clean. Then i said it was my turn and i took my knife and cut into my arm. this alarmed her, and she cleaned the wound and the knife. then she freaked out becasue i was bleeding a bit. what is that all about? pain is fucking ripper. I think this freaked her out. Who knows. I would like to, just to know what not to do infront of invalidic mind fucks. Not saying that she is one, but now I will know another of my limits. These are few. Time to play madden Go freak out zoop! Current Mood: mellowed substancialy but drun Current Music: Ulver persists damn you! (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 6th, 2001
11:48 pm	Did you ever notice that today is remarkably todaylike? Have you ever sat and thought about that shit? I bet not. Current Mood: drunkenhiermer Current Music: Ulver still jam ripper (Comment on this)
11:38 pm	So. It has been quite some time since we talked last. Whatever. I am in my new appartment. I need to set up my drums. I need to clean shit. I also need to drink my drink and analyze my woes. and funs. meeaow. Current Mood: drunkers Current Music: Ulver deal with it (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 23rd, 2001
4:09 am	I'm kind of excited to move in on friday. but not as much as i should be. i dont think that zmij is going to live with me for a semester. whatever. I went to sam ash music today and bought new bass drum heads and muffle pads with zmij and i enjoyed. I dont think there are going to be any line breaks in this entry, which should be fun. just a garbled mess of jabba da ba.... da ding zooo. I like water because it refreshes my body. i went and saw american pie 2 today, a pleasant diversion from thinking but overall not as good as the first but still kind of fucked up just to much loving and doving and the like it kind of made me sick. i think that when i go up to school i will try to get a grilfriend, if not some kind of woman to keep my mind occupied, because they are a tricky breed and it would do my mind good to get some kind of mental fun game excercize, spell o rama, plus there would be another person there to enjoy my fats, besides fetus, because he enjoyes them not enough to satify my body. but enough about that. there is a strange tinkleing noise in my room. maybe its nothing. i will have to play drums at a maximum level next semester, or jerk off alot because my arms are slowing down. that probably does not make much sense but it does to me and that is good enough. packing sucks because it is to much god damn effort. but it will be new and interesting to live in my house that is mine and have a kitchen that i can smoke in and shit, that would be sweet. just kind of wierd and i dont know why. but packing must be had and then try to sleep some before i go to my grandmas, finish packing, and get ready to stay up all night hanging out with zmij and others because thats what i do just about every time i leave for school after being home. man this is a long message but i am kind of funned by the fact that there have been no paragraph breaks and this has been more or less a stream of though kind of thing, which also pleases me but not to the degree other things would. whatever, this is starting to drag on, so i think i am going to pack most of my posters and maybe some more books before i go to sleep, and then i will wake up and enjoy the last day of my summer in batavia. rudy ka fucking zoo. Current Mood: jotunish Current Music: internal chatter (Comment on this)